It”s Hard to Losing you

Last night i was deeply sad, this is the third time i’ve got refused, but it doesn’t like before, that i expressed my anger, last night i realized that i am nobody, and i should look into the mirror and see, who i am. i should know who exactly i am and i don’t wanna be a barrier for her which is she wanna pursue her dream, i should help her to fly and touch the sky, and she might be more success without me.
i love her very much so i let her make her own decision, its not because i didn’t love her anymore, but the fact is i do love her more than i love my self, so i choose to keep my sadness, she have a right to refuse or to accept, she know the best and i belief she won’t make a mistake because she is a wise lady. in this case i didn’t say that i am not disappointed actually i am deeply sad,but i realize that i cannot promise her to give her a better than her choice?i don’t know for sure i only know that i love her and i will very pleased if she happy. Thanks God for the time when i having her as my lady it’s an amazing time while we were together, and if someday she came back to me and decided to stay with me, that will be an amazing time, and i won’t let her lose for the fourth time